I’m headed for Europe on Monday.
People keep saying to me, “Are you ready for your trip?” “Aren’t you excited?”
I’m not sure how to answer that, exactly. Am I excited, or am I simply anxious?
Both produce an adrenaline reaction that I don’t find comfortable. Both make my cheeks squeeze. (too graphic?) Both make my heart race and create a disjointed lack of ability to focus. I ask you, how is that a pleasant feeling?
So… I choose to think of other things. Kinda.
Like writing a blog about feeling a certain way I don’t like to feel, right? I’m brilliant!